I want too be yours someday, again.
It’s been two and a half months since we broke up, and it gets harder everyday.
I lived with this man for 7 months. I shared every second of every minute with him. I went too sleep next too him, and woke up next too him.
Now I know I’ve been one other serious relationship, but not like this.. Shawn and I were together for 2 years, but he never lived with me. He only stayed the night with me once.
Its different with Mikhalle.
Everything was different.
I think that’s why I can’t seem too get over him.
But a year from now, I won’t think about him anymore.
I won’t want too be with him.
I won’t miss him.
Because that’s how it was with Shawn.
It’s just gonna take time.
I can do this.. I can.
Like how do I even heal from this? I keep fucking myself up. I dont understand why I keep bringing myself back too this feeling.